Lynda Mac

Is there a bond?

EPO

Wednesday

30^th June 2004 12 :00 solicitor appointment

I remember the secretary saying do not worry you are 1 of thousands of people, just like this happens all of the time. My solicitor said I should not say this I have met mothers who deserve to lose their children however you do not. I even got given a cup of coffee. I reflect back now thinking that these words are just to keep you going the whole course so people get paid.

Thursday

1st July 2004

Is free no appointments

Friday

2^nd July 2004 11- 12 :00 medical training then 12 :00- 1300 is supervised contact I have a large diary in the house and a handbag size dairy for entries on the train home personal stuff that C said

Met the foster carer, G she arrived before me. I was only informed minutes before this at 11:00 am same day.

Given a letter fro meetings also 2 travel warrants. I was shocked to walk in and find a tall, large framed, middle aged lady, was sitting playing with a spinning top at my son

This is where we are 4 years down the line I no longer see my youngest son Child C, even though the really nice lady judge called Mrs Mac Gregor said in a final hearing February 2005

Rough Justice Closed Family Courts Wednesday

I thought I would sit outside in the garden today and use the ibk then maybe get some fresh air I never get time to go out. I am SO fed up of sitting in doors at my desktop I am busy it seems, going nowhere.

This is exactly were I am right now. This is 4 years down the line, a typical day is then spent totally wasted this could ,also be given a new meaning to